my journal is friends only so i can talk about whatever I want without fear of certain people reading (parents for one thing). anyways, comment to be added! thanks
i'm pissed. i made an lj phone post and it said it would be posted friends only shortly but its been over 24 hours and it hasn't been posted :( do any of you think it will ever be posted?
Okay I just saw some magazine laying on my kitchen table and I was eating cereal... opened it... began reading. and man did i become very angry when I read this article. It was about how god thinks being gay is wrong and how you should read the bible to "suppress" your gay thoughts and actions. and that "if you refuse to act on wrong desires in time they may subside". WHAT FUCKING BULLSHIT. Sorry, I'm just really angry right now that Jehovah's witness is going around spreading this kind of bullshit. The fact that this piece of shit literature (i wouldn't even CALL it literature actually) ended up on my table makes me EXTREMELY ANGRY. I was so pissed that i took a big fat blue marker and wrote BULLSHIT all over it.
hahah seriously. I'm so angry. I'm so sick of ignorant FUCKS who don't accept gay people. FUCK YOU if you don't. I'm sick and tired of people being so ignorant. They don't know what its like to be gay. Any right minded gay person wouldn't want to live their life suppressing their sexuality. That's just insane. If they do want to live a life pretending they aren't gay or going around saying their own feelings and thoughts are "wrong" then fine. whatever, but i say that its fucked up. I say that if you are gay, accept it and live happily. I don't really think God disapproves homosexuality. I really don't. There are churches that have gay ministers. and shit, if i believe in any religion it would be the most liberal version of Christianity out there. Seriously.
And Jehovah's witness is just FUCKING CRAZY. They believe that heaven only has room for 300,000 people and only the people that witness to the most people will get on that list. WHAT THE HELL? so if someone is like working in an orphanage in Nepal and doing really humbling work to help children in an unfortunate position they don't deserve to be in heaven because they aren't going around spreading the word of jehovah? What kind of fucking bullshit is this? So i guess I'm not going to Heaven according to them. So why don't I just kill myself? Well, I'm not serious but I really think that that religion is absolutely insane. And i want to burn this piece of shit literature. even though its not literature. it really isn't.
Omg!!! So I actually SOLD my owl cards that I made!
oh how exciting! I sold them on esty.com :) $1 per card so i made 6 bucks. I mean seriously that cost me like nothing.... so thats free money in my pocket. Or a free pack and a half of ciggs, hahaha.... either way i'm happy.
(note: the little retro pic of the girls is actually a bunch of needles if you open it!!)
Yayyyyy!! :) And the box was decorated in the most cutest retro way ever. And if anyone knows me I love anything retro from the 50's and 60's. Talk about creativity!
also, The new busdriver album that comes out on the 30th was illegally downloaded by me last night :X
BUT, it is fucking AMAZING. the only reason i was so anxious is because I'm seeing him the 27th and just in case he performs any of the songs from the new album I can recognize them :) Plus I heard the album on his myspace and fucking loved it and needed to listen to it all day and all night. haha
bored
okay
indescribable
9 (32.1%)
good
curious
geeky
angry
crazy
tired
