life is the art of drawing without an erasor

tangledsailor @ 2007-11-14T20:37:00

2007-11-15T02:38:44Z

I don't use this journal anymore.... just a reminder. I have a new livejournal, and I will be removing everyone off this friends list shortly

tangledsailor @ 2007-07-04T19:48:00

2007-07-05T00:48:59Z

Love Yourself.
Make peace with who you are
and where you are
at this moment in time

Listen to your heart.
If you can't hear what it's saying
in this noisy world,
MAKE TIME for yourself.

Enjoy your own company.
Let your mind wander among the stars.

Try.
Take chances.

MAKE MISTAKES.

Life can be messy
and confusing at times.

But it's also full of surprises.
The next rock in your path
might be a stepping-stone.

Be happy.
When you don't have what you want,
want what you have.

MAKE DO.
That's a well-kept secret of contentment.

There aren't any shortcuts to tomorrow.
You have to MAKE YOUR OWN WAY.
To know where you are going
is only part of it.

You need to know where you've been, too.

And if you ever get lost, don't worry.
The people who love you will find you.
Count on it.

Life isn't days and years.
It's what you do with time
and with all the goodness and grace
that's inside you.

MAKE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE
the kind of life you deserve.

my home town hero

2007-05-15T18:10:56Z

tangledsailor @ 2007-04-23T04:08:00

2007-04-23T09:08:37Z

View Poll: #971618

tangledsailor @ 2007-03-22T05:59:00

2007-03-22T11:00:14Z

should i grow my hair out?

Yay or Nay?

oh, and i still don't feel like sleeping :(

Watch this or I'll unfriend you.

2007-03-21T15:50:08Z

I don't care what size you are. Love yourself.

tangledsailor @ 2007-03-16T20:30:00

2007-03-17T01:30:42Z

http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/2/22/808682/02%20Sailing%20by%20Night.mp3

beautiful song

tangledsailor @ 2007-03-11T18:36:00

2007-03-12T00:36:53Z

i'm pissed. i made an lj phone post and it said it would be posted friends only shortly but its been over 24 hours and it hasn't been posted :( do any of you think it will ever be posted?

tangledsailor @ 2007-03-09T19:41:00

2007-03-10T01:39:28Z

New Layout!! only looks good in my resolution though but i fuckin love it. its so damn cute.

a HUGE rant

2007-03-07T10:27:25Z

Okay I just saw some magazine laying on my kitchen table and I was eating cereal... opened it... began reading. and man did i become very angry when I read this article. It was about how god thinks being gay is wrong and how you should read the bible to "suppress" your gay thoughts and actions. and that "if you refuse to act on wrong desires in time they may subside". WHAT FUCKING BULLSHIT. Sorry, I'm just really angry right now that Jehovah's witness is going around spreading this kind of bullshit. The fact that this piece of shit literature (i wouldn't even CALL it literature actually) ended up on my table makes me EXTREMELY ANGRY. I was so pissed that i took a big fat blue marker and wrote BULLSHIT all over it.

hahah seriously. I'm so angry. I'm so sick of ignorant FUCKS who don't accept gay people. FUCK YOU if you don't. I'm sick and tired of people being so ignorant. They don't know what its like to be gay. Any right minded gay person wouldn't want to live their life suppressing their sexuality. That's just insane. If they do want to live a life pretending they aren't gay or going around saying their own feelings and thoughts are "wrong" then fine. whatever, but i say that its fucked up. I say that if you are gay, accept it and live happily. I don't really think God disapproves homosexuality. I really don't. There are churches that have gay ministers. and shit, if i believe in any religion it would be the most liberal version of Christianity out there. Seriously.

And Jehovah's witness is just FUCKING CRAZY. They believe that heaven only has room for 300,000 people and only the people that witness to the most people will get on that list. WHAT THE HELL? so if someone is like working in an orphanage in Nepal and doing really humbling work to help children in an unfortunate position they don't deserve to be in heaven because they aren't going around spreading the word of jehovah? What kind of fucking bullshit is this? So i guess I'm not going to Heaven according to them. So why don't I just kill myself? Well, I'm not serious but I really think that that religion is absolutely insane. And i want to burn this piece of shit literature. even though its not literature. it really isn't.

fucked up shit

2007-02-25T21:08:28Z

tangledsailor @ 2007-02-14T09:18:00

2007-02-14T15:19:27Z

god damnit why couldn't we have had a snow day?

anyways, happy valentines day everyone

tangledsailor @ 2007-02-14T03:28:00

2007-02-14T09:30:39Z

My dads letting me decorate their bathroom. I made a layout for their room for fun too! Maybe they'll actually use my ideas?

most likely they will use my ideas for this. they actually have bought that vanity & will be buying that medicine cabinet... and my dad said he really liked that shower curtain! So we'll see :)

but man, i really love this room....

now i need to get to bed so i can wake up early and do my math hw ... and then i have a big math test. wish me luck!

Rubenesque

2007-02-13T02:29:32Z

"sexiness is objective. even if a girl is plump, if she can give THAT smile, walk THAT walk, and talk THAT talk, she's sexy.

and the bigger the girl is, usually, the bigger her boobs are."

tangledsailor @ 2007-02-08T16:04:00

2007-02-08T22:05:19Z

who wants me to send them a valentines day card?!? Respond to this post with your address. Comments will be screened so only I can view them!

Love,
Sarah Jean

tangledsailor @ 2007-01-31T19:34:00

2007-02-01T01:37:05Z

Omg!!! So I actually SOLD my owl cards that I made!

oh how exciting! I sold them on esty.com :) $1 per card so i made 6 bucks. I mean seriously that cost me like nothing.... so thats free money in my pocket. Or a free pack and a half of ciggs, hahaha.... either way i'm happy.

She sent me this message:

"haha i was just looking at this post http://community.livejournal.com/ourbedrooms/487026.html
and when i saw the cards i just bought from you i was like NO WAY!

I love owls and have them all over my room!

Where did you get your blanket"

Isn't that hilarious and coincidental? Anyways, soon I will be selling stuffed animals! Hopefully I can make a profit off that too. woo hoo

love,
sarah jean

HEART SWAP!!!

2007-01-26T01:31:31Z

I seriously love EVERYTHING in it!

(note: the little retro pic of the girls is actually a bunch of needles if you open it!!)

Yayyyyy!! :) And the box was decorated in the most cutest retro way ever. And if anyone knows me I love anything retro from the 50's and 60's. Talk about creativity!

also, The new busdriver album that comes out on the 30th was illegally downloaded by me last night :X

BUT, it is fucking AMAZING. the only reason i was so anxious is because I'm seeing him the 27th and just in case he performs any of the songs from the new album I can recognize them :) Plus I heard the album on his myspace and fucking loved it and needed to listen to it all day and all night. haha

love,
sarah jean

tangledsailor @ 2007-01-21T23:13:00

2007-01-22T05:14:48Z

someone should get me a livejournal paid account....!!

please? anyone?

just thought i'd ask... i'm desperate!

love,
sarah jean

i need to quit smoking

2007-01-21T01:21:38Z

room pix

2007-01-19T11:22:44Z

tangledsailor @ 2007-01-16T08:30:00

2007-01-16T14:31:48Z

go check out my flickr photos!!! i uploaded some really awesome ones.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/85727294@N00/

if that link doesnt work my username is pink_radio on there :)

love,
sarah jean

ps: i quit my job two days ago!!! I hate old navy. and I haven't slept yet tonight ... so now I Will go sleep 2 hours then wake up and go to work... hopefully it will be my last day at that shit hole

tangledsailor @ 2007-01-07T13:54:00

2007-01-07T19:54:16Z

I had the most insane night last night. well not really but man some people are serious assholes. I'll explain more later....

tangledsailor @ 2007-01-05T01:41:00

2007-01-05T07:43:28Z

i talked to dave. he made things better. so what if he hates my music, a lot of my favorite shows, and ... some of my favorite foods & activities. hahaha seriously though.... i think he's awesome and i love him. despite our petty fights as of late.

no one has loved me like he has.

anyways, he has agreed to take me to see busdriver, deer hoof, and maps and atlases at the metro, Jan. 27th if no one else wants to go. So basically I'm asking anyone of you if you are interested in attending this show with me. Tickets are 13 bucks. It is at the metro on saturday, jan 27th at 6:30 pm. So yea - do you have any idea how fucking AMAZING that show is going to be? holy shit dude. i can't wait.

jan. 27th. i need to be in the front row of that show. eeeeeee

love,
sarah

ps: does anyone even read my lj anymore... srsly!

tangledsailor @ 2007-01-04T23:16:00

2007-01-05T05:19:23Z

god I am feeling SO Fucking depressed right now. I'm going to take two sleeping pills and go to fucking bed...

i feel:

uncool, unliked, lame, unproductive, bloated, paranoid & anxious.

:(

I just seriously hate sitting at home. it is so bad. it makes me go crazy. i've done it too many times this break. And what sucks is that I only work FIVE hours next week! Only 5!!!!! I dont know what I'm going to do.

i went to make stuffed animals today but I am missing a vital peice to my sewing machine. The bobbin case/holder thingy. and it sucks. I was so ready to make one... it was gonna be a black monster/blob thing with a cute little red heart on its chest. so much for that though....

love,
sarah jean

huge picture post!

2007-01-02T10:48:37Z

TONS OF PICTURES from my family visiting for my grandma's funeral, my birthday, tacky holiday sweater party, and new years eve! :)

My brother, my sister, and me.

My cousin Mike being pulled in the sled by my sister and brother.

Us trying to hold up Sophia, who is my cousin's daughter!

Tacky holiday sweater party

Dave bought me this DVD for my birthday!

My family on christmas day celebrating my birthday

The 1948 General Electric tube radio that I got for my birthday.

Jen, Marisela, Angela & I going crazy @ Dave's Apartment

Annie & I have some snazzy dance moves

Dave looked so cute in that sweater. mmm I <3 argyle

Getting ready to pop open the champagne!

Aww, aren't we cute?

it felt like it was raining champagne!

and here is the survey:

[PEOPLE]
best friends in 2006: Marisela & Dave :)
gained any friends: Yes! Annie, Angela, Andrew, Jen, and other people in that circle of friends
lost any friends: well i have certainly grown far from old friends but i wouldn't consider them lost?

[PLACES]
went out of the country: nope
new school: i started college of dupage jan. 2006!

[YOU]
have you changed: ofcourse. i am who i want to be with more friends to enjoy life with.
new look: pink streaked hair i guess.
most depressed time this year: when dave and i broke up.

[LOVE]
did you get heart broken: yes but it was mended.
did you break anyone's heart: yes this guy dylan
who was your summer love: that is an odd question cuz dave and i broke up in the middle of the summer. i had a mini fling with a guy named dylan and we spent 4th of july together but honestly, dave has been my man of 2006 overall :)

[SEASONS]
favorite season: spring/summer. mariselas birthday was awesome as was just becoming closer with marisela and taking millions of pics with her... like the ones where we ate popsicles.
least favorite season: fall. nothing super excited happened. i was working a lot and had to focus on school for the most part.

[FINAL QUESTIONS]
got arrested: no, thankfully
kissed a girl/guy: yes ofcourse!
had a crush: yes.
got dumped: unfortunately yes (we got back together though)
lost a family member: my grandma
got bad grades: a d in math :(
got a myspace: already have one
kept a secret: yes
told a secret: yes but it was emotionally difficult for me to hold in the secret
did something you totally regret: yes very much so.

In 2006 I...

[x] broke a promise
[?] made a new best friend
[ ] fell out of love
[x] lied
[ ] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[x] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[ ] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x]never made one//forgot your new years resolution
[x]met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x]changed your outlook on life
[x] sat home all day doing nothing
[x] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[ ] gave up something important to you
[ ] lost something expensive
[X] learned something new about yourself
[ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[xxxxxx] stayed up til sunrise and beyond
[x] pigged out over the summer
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[ ] was never home on weekends
[x] got into a car accident
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had someone close to me die
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
[x] wasted most of my money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[ ] went to the beach
[ ] saw a celebrity
[x] got sick
[x] liked more than 1 person at the same time
[x] became closer to a lot of people
[x] had a pretty good year overall

my resolution: quit smoking ciggs... and i am sticking to it!